K, idk why i kept quarreling w my parents recently, for idk wht fucking reason is it. -.- it really pisses me off sometimes. So yaaa, went to look for cianyuh today and help her do some of her things too. chatted for like quite long while under her block (: & I went off. She told me abt some things. TSK, i really wonder why are there so many hypocrite(s) in this school. This reminds me of ss, IRA. hahaha! :D source-based qns. <: yay! brilliant me. Hmmm, shall i go for CO tmr? cant wait for april to step down <: so that I cant dont go.

k, bai people <:

First wk of sch so-so <:

thrus was suppose to go out w boyfiee, but thanks to th rain, spoil our mood. >: so stayed @ canteen & yongchin & friends came over. left @ ard 4 plus. went home to study for mol test but it came out to be damn difficult. so i should nt even study.

& oral exams ytd! k, i aint even nervous, idk why, in fact i still over there playing & joking w chaichen & friend dexter louis kauhui belinda & so. then went mac w twin & shihoe. bought cianyuh's thing & headed to hougang mall agn. slack & adler came too. <: but they left earlier than me & twin. so we went to buy some bread & went interchange, i headed for tution & she went home. Fucking hate my tuition to th v v maxxx.

& Twin gave me a new name like again! instead of coco. im being called natalie now. -.- but, she just named me a few names agn!

1) Kwok Jiaying

2) Kwok Jiaying Coco

3) Natalie Kwok Jiaying

4) Vivien natalie kwok Jiaying

5) Vivien natalie nutella kwok jiaying

Jolene says i shld be call bimbo kwok >:

ridiculous! k, talking to boyf naooo, meeting cianyuh passing her her things, seeya! <:

3 yr w aloy is coming soon ! <:

MY TWIN IS A BIMBO :D

Science trail @ Escape ytd (:
K, haunted hse caused suhana's hand to be real red. & when i came out of haunted hse, guess wht twin told me.
" you mean you haven died!?"
wht a great twin i've (:
belinda, me, suhana & idk still got who? were all screaming our lungs out.
I swear, we were like just some mad woman out from th IMH like this. LOL.
took 70 sth photo ytd? (:
credits to my panasonic lumix (: me love you ttm. :D
yaaaa, then went yck, send him back. im afraid he'll faint ytd, high fever still go play H 2 O for wht? Clever him.
Yaaaa, & chem remedial today 8-12plus, then went amk w boyf.
kwaychappp (:
me ate two bowls, & he started to say that im eating more & more. bloody hell. THANKS! :@
Kept telling szemin deariee & qingyun im craving for yong tau foo & kway chap evr since in enter 4e3. LOL. bitch here & there w qingyun during chemmm (: heeee, happy happy :D

kkkkkkk, viewing photos taken ytd, my pimple seriously can make me go bang wall alr. LOL.
posting tmr on fb? or some on blog? depends? haha!
if i dont wna post im afraid suhana will kill me. LOL.

kkkk, BAI! :D
cruel temptation later on channel u. (Y)


& I LOVE BELINDA TH greatest ! :D
(all of a sudden i just feel like saying that. random, i know.)

im in a foul mood.

Watch this! :D

Feeling so downnn now. i need listen to Jay sean's down. -.- yaaa, whtevr, ive been feeling so evr since dont know when.
late for sch today. ): bloody helllll. thanks to boyf laaa. ): nvm, i dont hold against him since we almost late tgt everyday bcoz of me LOL.
bloody math test today, i know im sure gna fail so i din really sort of like concentrate, i keep drinking my milo insteadd :D
Will you tell me if your dislike me? & even tell me my mistakes?
):
i feel so...... everyday.
& its obvious that things have changed too.
sad, i've a heart i can feel so. ):
wht happen to us?
wht've i done wrong? ):
& i seriously dont wna worsen things between us neither do i wna drift apart from your!
):

HAPPY 2 YR 10 MTH TMR DARLINGGG (:
love you ttm :*
11052007

me hate sch ttm ):
i feel that so many people hates me, even close friends? lol. idk why. ):
yaaa, fri coming agn.
happy or sad? ): idkkkkkkk. ):
oh, math test tmr. shit laaa, i dont even understand that stupid chapter on wht that call? speed time graph izzit?
yayyy, me keep posting status on fb recently in sch through iphonee. this makes me feel happy. LOL.
fri fri fri. ):
forget it, i still have to face th fact right? yaaa, see how things turns out to be.
afraid to see you? yes no? want to see you, yes? idkk ):
boredddd, k, me gg study liaozzzz. BAI! :D


fyi, i hate my CL tcher, she so kaopeh.

Why am i spoiling your relationship? ):
fri fri fri :(
me go eat shit laaaaa.
:(
I dont feel like gg sch tmr.
i dont wna face unecerssary stuff.
furthermore, my throat is hurting me. ):
wht to do?
getting more & more tired alr, i just wna stay @ home everyday.
& hopefully shurong keep his promise :(

Talked to joonkiat on msn a while just now. feel much more better. K thanks :D going down to get some things ltr.
Hope boyf forgive me for my fcuking temper just now. I know im ridiculous. Yaaaa, wht i've said to you earlier on, i seriously know its my fault. but i also hope you forgive me, really. & Plzzz, i really hope you've more time for me, how pathetic, like one or two day w me a wk only ):


Me gna forget everything inside today.
Will be happy happy!
Shitxzxzxz. double period Mama tongue tmr. ):
gao xiaaaaa. ):




Aloy, me still love you alot.
im sorry.

Today seriously suck plzzz, for goodness sake.
First, I don't want say. It's bad.

Second, my dear boyf spoil my spongebob. k, SPONGEBOB, mind you! was damn angry that i slam everything on th table, idk.

Third, th fucking menstrual cramps make me feel so uncomfortable plussss my wobbly legs. & me always throw temper & get angry easily during first few days of menses. How great, plussss th first thing make me so damn effing pissed off.

Yaaa, me apologised to friends or strangers if i happen to threw temper or like you look @ me & i diao-ed you today, i dont really meant it uhh, maybe too pissed off that i din realise wht im doing.

& k, i think me not so dulan now alr, am currently eating CP shrimp wanton. cant finish. -.- & sch gave us this paper on our weigh, healthiest percentage is 100 i think? & i got 90 so meaning th sch want me to add on weigh. -.- bloody hell. mum want me reduce weigh & sch want me add on. -.- went home & told mum abt this. she complain that sch is mad (:

k, hope tmr will be better.