Thursday, March 26, 2009

Tagboard? Yes? No? Idk.
Anw, pass few days seriously sucks my balls man.
My throat is a total bitch!
Was happily sleeping during s.s lesson today.
Just that I din snore.
Just fucking bored and tired till i dont even feel like copying notes.
I nearly threw th whole stck of notes away man.
POA, Haaaaa, trail balanceee ((:
Ewwww, speech day tmr ):
Anw, CO went tampines east cc for performance.
PRSS CO seriously so damn not disciplined!
A bunch of kiddies w no basic manners!
& Guess wht?
Instructor scolded them! (:
3 cheers for instructor.[:
So performance was a success but excos get scolded.
Oh whtevr. Face th fact.
& Dinner w boyf, vivien, youxiang, yongjun & huimin ((:
was telling ghost story.
Me & vivien crieddd!

Mon-
sch was like kns.
Really

Tues-
Speech day rehearsal.
Fucking tired.

Wed-
HAHAHA! :D
Suppose to reach hall at 7.25
but i reached back gate at 7.25
thankgoddd, din late.
(:

bloodyfuckinghell
youjustbeingabloodybastard.
ass,

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Mum, I have nvr realise that a sorry & iloveyou is so damn difficult to say out from my mouth. In fact, I always feel that regardless of wht, I will always have th ability to say it if I happen to need it. Ytd, I then realise that that im wrong. I think too highly of myself. I brought trouble to myself. I told you th whole story ytd night. You din scold me. But I know that you are freaking disappointed in me. You said, my heartaches when I heard that. I din know that you will do this kind of things. At that point of time, I cried. I din know you feel like this. I wanted to say sorry, but I cant bring it out of my mouth. I cried, you cried. For once, I felt that amt of disappointment you have in me. You said, wht's done, cant return back to th original alr. Face th fact & promise me you wont. Mum, I know I hurt you. I regretted myself. I really regretted for being so foolish. I pray that everything will return to normal. But there is no such thing. I hope there is a time machine to allow things to be back agn. But, sadly, time machine does not exist in this world. All I can do is stop whtevr shit Im doing right now. I promise, no more of such crapssss like this alr. Sorry mum i let you teared.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

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From ytd till today, i aint in th mood.
So, you guys out there, listen up okay?
If your happen to see me on streets & I din even bother to say hi to you, dont say I dao okay. (:
Thanks(:
Most probably I din see you or I dont even feel like opening up my mouth.
I made a promise to myself that I wont allow th history to repeat itself agn.
I just hope that I will be better and will turned back to normal agn.
So earlier on, was chatting w huimin babobeii on msn.
I told her that I'm seriously in bad mood.
Idk how to explain it but just not in good mood.
& Guess what she said?
" Baobeii, cheer up okay? If you decided to say, tell me okays? SUATONG (sotong) will always be there for you! "
Omg, my babobei, she so damn fucking swit.
Okay, thanks, iloveyouohhh.

Any kind souls out there willing to help me finish up my hols hw?
still have got,

  • Chinese
  • 2 story book reflection stuff
  • Chemistry
  • Maths ws

Fuckingggg helllllllll ! :@

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Template changed.
No longer using that tagboard too.
So comment me kay?
Ha, kwok jiaying went to study @ amk library ytd okay?
Papa must buy 4d alr.
I seriously must work hard alr.
I cant afford to retain or drop to sec 4 na.
Just pass one more sub will do.
I cant even bloody accept th fact that i failed my eng you know?
For th first time! I failed eng. Sighs.
& I only got 16/100 for my Combined Humanities.
Preety Far away form target.
Well, preety satisfied w my Combined Sci.
At least I met my target.
I swear to study alr. Promise not to fool ard in sch like wht i did recently, pon class.
I still want my Tp & business management course!
Just learnt that I have to achieve ard 12 points?
Fucking hell, far too difficult for me, you see?
Its just hard for me to settle down & study.
Idk why.
Boyf away, in msia now.
Im missing him like hell.
D:
Joon kiat, just a gentle reminder, you still owe me 2 packs of green tea! (:
That asshole dare me to wear my skirt up to my breast there and walk ard th 4 level before my chinese lessons start. Well, did that w cherylene & shanney & dk who accompanying me but din wear their skirt up high(: He said that when I walk past petty gan's class, she was like staring @ me. LOL, who cares! Not like she dont even know me uhh?
Not to mention that, my second piercing closed.
Sad,
wanted to have tragus piercing but, ahem ahem.
I dont want th history to reapeat itself.
& You guys know wht?
Ha, this is wht my FT said to me.
" If you want pierce agn, dont go wht yellow & 77th street pierce. Cant trust those shops girl. Go those goldsmith shops for piercing lah"
LOL, Ha, she's cute eh.
She recommended me shops that I can go to.
Oh, wht a great cher I have man.
TELL ME! SHLD I PUT TAGBOARD NOT?
Anw, waiting for pictures?
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Phone back.
Aint in mood now.
Idk wht I shall say, but its meaningless now, you see, boy?
Im tired.
I dont wna concentrate on you.
But Shall concentrate on studies.
So ya.
I hope wht I think is wrong.
But I hope you will tell me one day.
Me or she, idk.
Chances are indeed very low.
But am waiting or maybe give up.
An ans is needed.
Im tired, really tired.
Im tired of pretending not to when I really really do.
Love from you is needed but an ans from you is much more than th love I want which is needed.
Fucking hell,
just tell me cans?
Am trying hard not to fall for you.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Suddenly so many people view my profile ehhh!
But, why no taggg?
Tag tag plsss.
Today v shuang cans?
POA, Geog & Eng tcher nvr come! :D
*yayness*
& Chinese & S.S class test tmr. D:
Somehow im still wondering have I evr regretted dropping hcl.
Whtevr it is, I have alr drop, so shld not think so much, agree?
Today fucking sway in sch.
My ear stud kana confiscated agn my tcher, Then skirt tio caught by VP, send up on stage, tio green form, run 3 rounds in Parade Square and i recived bad news. D:
Thank god i din wear coloured bra today ehh. Wanted to wear th bright blue one. If nort ltr sway sway bra also tio caught.
Teeheees.
& Aft sch went hougang mall w yuxuan switheart! :D
Lunched @ Pastamania, Vongole! :D
No longer Ljs okays?
Took photo using switheart phone, bcoz my phone still servicing!
& I guess I today spend far too much like omg!
Why cant th nokia shop ppl fast fast return me my phoneeee? :@

& Boy, why cant you gimme ans ans quickly?
Im waiting for the ans impatiently.
Just a yes or no! Izzit me or other people?
Stop letting me wait like a fool cans?
Serious! You're handsome.
I want you to be made mine!
People told me that ya, th one is me but some said dk dk.
C'mon, bcoz of this img(s) of yours kept on flashing across my mind.
Idk shld I continue waiting or not.
I feel asif im a big fat fool!
kept on telling my dears how I felt.
You never understand. What I want is a yes or no?
I seems to be addicted to you. I hope you read my blog.
GJH, I really wna noe th truth. Im feeling fustrated & confused.